Happy? Sad?

I was really afraid when the big A asked me to see her. I thought I would be scolded 'cause I didn't come 2 work on friday. What made me really unable to speak, she asked me to move from my position now, which I really loved. Moreover, I had only been in that position for 2 months. Well, some people said I got promoted. To me? I don't know how to describe it. I felt like an early growing grass that is pulled and re-planted in other place. I know I should be thankful, especially to God. But still, I'm not really sure 'bout my feeling. I wasn't really happy. I cried twice. Or maybe it's just me being silly. Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.